...pathless
Ayer me di un rico baño de espuma, escuché algo de Erotic Lounge, algo de Paul Van Dyk y algo de Moby... Hacia mucho calor ayer, descansé en la tina, me relajé, pensé en mil y un cosas, traté de arreglar el mundo y sus problemas con soluciones un tanto extrañas y elocuentes. Traté de arreglar mi vida (lo cual no pude, ya que tengo miles de asuntos pendientes),en fin, disfruté mi noche.
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One of my friends is dead. :(
His name was Juan José. We went to school together, we used to play soccer in the afternoons. (This time was 5 years ago). He lived near by my house but i lost his track for a while... until TODAY.
A friend of mine told me that Juan José died last year in a car accident. Next saturday will be a year since he died. Holy SHIT!! :(
I don't know what to feel, i don't know what to say, i don't know what to do, i don't know what to think...
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Nowadays, i'm pathless ... i had a 4 months bad time, i felt empty...
4 days ago, a girl friend (not girlfriend.. female friend) asked me if i was goin' to continue this "death"... well, here's the answer: NO. It's pointless to continue something without a happy end. I thought i could do it, i mean, live with my choice, now i know that that choice hurts people. People i love, people i care, people who like me,love me,care about me... My choice is still there, i will keep it, but now, it's time to move on.
I found i lost some meaning. I'll do everything i can to recover it.
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There's not much goin' on today...
I'll post later.
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Music: Erotic Lounge by iTunes.
Saludos a todos(as)
Saludos HB.
Buen dia.
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One of my friends is dead. :(
His name was Juan José. We went to school together, we used to play soccer in the afternoons. (This time was 5 years ago). He lived near by my house but i lost his track for a while... until TODAY.
A friend of mine told me that Juan José died last year in a car accident. Next saturday will be a year since he died. Holy SHIT!! :(
I don't know what to feel, i don't know what to say, i don't know what to do, i don't know what to think...
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Nowadays, i'm pathless ... i had a 4 months bad time, i felt empty...
4 days ago, a girl friend (not girlfriend.. female friend) asked me if i was goin' to continue this "death"... well, here's the answer: NO. It's pointless to continue something without a happy end. I thought i could do it, i mean, live with my choice, now i know that that choice hurts people. People i love, people i care, people who like me,love me,care about me... My choice is still there, i will keep it, but now, it's time to move on.
I found i lost some meaning. I'll do everything i can to recover it.
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There's not much goin' on today...
I'll post later.
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Music: Erotic Lounge by iTunes.
Saludos a todos(as)
Saludos HB.
Buen dia.
Posted by León at 3:42 PM
hola, it's not your culpa :D it's just that I've been busy lately, I'm not on holliday anymore and just as I was saying to Leonardo, tomorrow it s the day when future students come to our school to see if they wanna study here next year, i don t know how we call this in english... so we had a lot to do theese days, we had to organise everything, arrage new illustrations, pictures and works of students..
in few words, i don't have a lot of time lately... gayexams are soon too :s
but i shall try to post something in a few days =)
have a great day !
¿Es cierto que ha muerto un amigo tuyo? Eso es tremendo, a mi parecer, porque cuando uno es joven aún no ha asumido el significado de la muerte. Quiero decir que te sume en la perplejidad. Pero recuerda el dicho de la Celestina: "Tan pronto muere el carnero como el cordero. No hay joven que no pueda morir mañana, ni viejo que no pueda vivir un año más".
Dia: Thanx for the comment, i already posted on your blog, nice pic. Nice Flower. Spring. Have a gret day Dia.
Sue: Gracias. Veré que hago. Ten un buen dia. Buscaré.
Clares: Si, mi amigo falleció en un accidente automovilistico. El problema fué que nunca lo fui a ver el año pasado, y fue cuando el murió. Antier, sabado 22 de abril, cumplió un año de haber fallecido. Gracias por tu comentario. Me gustó mucho el dicho que escribiste.
Buen dia a todos.
si yo no tengo esos días "malos" es como si no aprendiera lo suficiente ese día.. dicen q soy rara pero creo q no verdad? xD jops.
Besos y abrazos para ti. q tengas buen día ninio =)